Savior Man

Dear God,

It's me, Catherine. I was just thinking....good on me, right??!! haha Ok so I have this Jesus doll, you know, your SON, that I keep at my desk, in sight. I must confess, in the beginning it might have been a bit about the irony of it. That, I, being a ...rebel of traditional religious values would honor "the savior of the Christian World". OH yeah, did I mention that in my last prayer I said to you? Umm, yeah, forgive me.

Wait for it, there is a bright side. Secretly, I've always known that I love him, like I do Ghandi and hey, Eminem(is in training), Pink(well on her way), etc. Of course I do NOT believe he is Your son, anymore than Johnny Dep, me or ex president Bush. Who am I kidding, that last one is more likely the son of your enemy! Anyway...focus Catherine...

Seriously though dude, why did they call him our savior? What did he save us from? Death? Nope, we still got that going on. Sin? Nope, we are ALL sinners. Eternal Damnation? Nah, that can STILL happen, so they say, if you don't go to church, smile(even when you don't meant it) and etc, etc. I love Jesus Christ in a whole different way. I think he was a wonderful man, but..just a man. However, I do have one more step...

But...what if Jesus was the first soul, put through enough lifetimes or touched enough (whatever the process is) to come back and BE the light of God...you know what I mean? That would make Christians right in a strange way. I do hate to give it to them. I don't hate them that they got the gist of your "word" wrong. You know those guys you hired to write that book, really didn't do the best of jobs. See, it isn't even Christians faults.

I don't think they will agree, somehow. That would take the ability to think outside , "The Book". Hey, I guess if I dressed up in robes and stood in front of a podium, with lots of hand gestures and stereotypical blessings and praises...bet they would believe me then. Poor Sheep. 

So what do you think God, did I get it right? Am I close to figuring out that all men are actually equal, including Jesus Christ? He was merely an advanced soul, as in did the work to truly be a transcendent soul worthy of leading. That Jesus was enlightened enough to know, preach and LIVE true encompassing love, which is the only word You ever meant for us to follow. 

Maybe it will just be our little secret, God. 

Thanks for listening big guy. 

Love,

Catherine